Learning

The best way to learn in life is to let of your inhibitions and brace yourself for the ride of accepting new knowledge.

Sometimes it is easy, like when you're learning math and you stopped thinking about what the guy next to you is whispering about, but sometimes it is just really, really hard. Like forgetting about the thundering storm of frustration locked in your heart so that the relationship that you built so well can remain strong. Or to forget the searing words that cut deeper and deeper into your emotions. Sometimes it is just going along a monotonous journey, when anything you want to do is stop and turn back.

Just like I am wanting to do now. I just do not want to be in an empty room, trying to study. That is like the two most boring things combined together. It is a recipe for "let-me-go-watch-that-Tudors-episode-on-Netflix" and much much procrastination.

And it is also learning to bear the silence from the emptiness. And learn to appreciate silent beings. And learn the tragedy of their loss.